A Partial List of Eternal Truths

1. This is it!
2. There are no hidden meanings.
3. You can’t get there from here, and besides there’s no place else to go.
4. Nothing lasts!
5. There is no way of getting all you want.
6. You can’t have anything unless you let go of it.
7. You only get to keep what you give away.
8. There is no particular reason why you lost out on some things.
9. The world is not necessarily just. Being good often does not pay off and there is no compensation for misfortune.
10. You have a responsibility to do your best nonetheless.
11. It is a random universe to which we bring meaning.
12. You don’t really control anything.
13. You can’t make anyone love you.
14. No one is any stronger or any weaker than anyone else.
15. Everyone is, in his own way, vulnerable.
16. There are no great men/women.
17. If you have a hero, look again; you have diminished yourself in some way.
18. All of you is worth something, if you will only own it.
19. Childhood is a nightmare.
20. But it is so very hard to be an on-your-own, 'take care of yourself because there is no one else to do it for you' grown-up.
21. Love is not enough, but it sure helps.
22. We have only ourselves, and one another. That may not be much, but that’s all there is.
23. How strange, that so often, it all seems worth it.
24. We are responsible for everything we do.
25. No excuses will be accepted.
26. You can run, but you can’t hide.
27. We must learn the power of living with our helplessness.
28. The only victory lies in surrender to oneself.
29. You are free to do whatever you like. You need only face the consequences.
30. What do you know - for sure - anyway?
31. Learn to forgive yourself, again and again
32. And again and again.

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What I Learned in Life

• I've learned - that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

• I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

• I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

• I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

• I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

• I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.

• I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

• I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

• I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.

• I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

• I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

• I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

• I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

• I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

• I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.

• I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

• I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

• I've learned- that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

• I've learned- that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

• I've learned- that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, how people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't always biological.

• I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

• I've learned- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you are to learn to forgive yourself.

• I've learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

• I've learned- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

• I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

• I've learned- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

• I've learned- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

• I've learned- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

• I've learned- that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

• I've learned- that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

• I've learned- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

• I've learned- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

• I've learned- that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

• I've learned- that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.

It Hurts

Here I sit another night all alone filled with total sadness,

trying to fight back the tears that don’t seem to want to end
.
I lie down and try to close my eyes, but all I can picture is your face. And hear your soft voice saying I love you goodnight and sweet dreams, and I’ll never hurt you trust me.

Every thing reminds me of you, I look from room too room and hope I’ll see you there. When I hear the door I look in anticipation waiting for you to enter, and give me a hug letting me know you still care. My life now is so empty filled with sadness and gloom, in a room once that was lit up by you. I can’t stop this crying I’m just hurting so bad. I really don’t care about living anymore and wish I was dead.

I pray to the lord when I lie down my head, please come, and take me away from this pain, for I never want to feel it again. Why could you ever hurt me this way, even after you promised me day after day, that your love was forever and you’ll never stray? You tell me its not me it was all you, but how could you play my heart just like a fool.

I’m torn all apart inside and out, I’m sad and lonely and wish I was dead. I stopped taking my meds and this you know, why should I care about my life when it was so easy for you to let go? I didn’t even see you shed a tear it seemed as thou you didn’t even care. I can’t even sleep really sometimes maybe an hour or two

this is all because I STILL LOVE YOU! You and others tell me I’ll heal, but I never really will. It’s not easy to let go of all those years, and it’s not any easier to hold back my tears. I’ am giving up on my life now as you know. I don’t even care about living anymore.

I’m sad and lonely and wish I was dead. I can’t see how you could just let go, not even a feeling in deep within your soul. I put on a front when others are around, but actually I’m sad and lonely wish I was dead and under the ground. I have been getting this tight squeeze deep in my chest, pain in my arm and into my neck, my jaw feels like it was hit with a hammer. I know soon the good lord, will tell me to lie down and rest, for he will send his angels to come and get me, and take all my pain away.

The pain that you caused when you left me that day, and the pain of my heart that’s slowly drifting away. The breaths than I’m taking are getting slower and few, and I can feel my body wreaking as I hold the picture of you. Soon I’ll stop writing and lie down my head, I can feel my body getting weaker I may soon be dead. I know you told me to call 911 when I started to feel this way, but the thought of living without you another day, makes me just want to let go and fade away.

But don’t get me wrong, if I should close my eyes and die. The hurt that you have laid a pond me I will always carry, threw my eternity. Ok I must lie down now I’m feeling weaker and weak. I just want to leave you with my final thoughts, and their as follows…..
I opened up my heart to you, and let you in. You promised me that you’ll always love me, and be my best friend. After you took the key and unlocked my heart, you threw that key away and tore out my heart.

Even after you promised we would never part. You said goodbye like our love didn’t mean a thing, all those years together and all we went threw, you just pushed me aside and played my heart for a fool. But even after all you put me threw, I really can’t help it I STILL LOVE YOU!

I've missed you so very very much, since that last night we were together. I will hold that night in my memory for the rest of my life. I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately.

I'm looking at your picture and getting more upset, trying my hardest not to cry. I've wanted that picture more than anything else i know of. exept of course, you, yourself...

I keep thinking of you, Darling...
Keep wishing you would come back to me. I want to be with you so badly that i think to myself "should i kill myself for him, to show him how much i love him?"... i want to see you so badly, but, things don't look so good in that subject... Coz i know your never gonna come back to me.
I've never been so lonesum in my life as i am right now. I'm completely lost without you, Darling. I never realized i could miss only one person so much. i just hope it won't be too much longer until i'm able to be with you again...

And live a sane and normal life with you again... With all my love from now till forever.. even if my heart is breaking...

wish you would know that.

It may have felt like I was ok, but just for a while I may say, I thought my life was starting to get better,I try to think about the good times we once had but every time I do I just feel sad.
People say time fixes everything, but I ask myself, do I have time? Life is unpredictable so it's the only thing we don´t have. I try to live life as happy as I can, you can ask anyone about that, but since I lost you I can't help it but feel sad. So if I don´t get to live tomorrow there is just one think I'd like to say. I do hope you never forget that I'll think about you every day.

Even if it makes my life miserable I enjoy the thought of you in my mind so remember the only thing I tried with you was to be kind.I want you to know you will always be in my heart no matter if we are, far apart. I hope this is not goodbye.
Don't remember me for the thing I did wrong just try to think about me so it can make you strong ...

i love you. i still do.

i keep telling myself im moving on, but baby, im not and it kills me. i wish you could read this because you have no idea how i feel. i dont mean to sound desperate but your the only guy i want.

when we dated i told you stuff no one else knows. i told you because i cared about you,and i knew my secrets were safe with you. i just wish we still had eachothers trust. i wish you were mine. everytime i finally start getting over you,i see you,and this obsession starts over. All i have to say is, waiting for you is like waiting for water in a drought,it takes forever,or at least it feels like it..

I am letting you go now, live happy, live free, live without me! I said sorry more than once, I took you back more than 100 times, I stayed by your side every single day….and you want to treat me this way? Goodbye Forever,I am sorry…sorry you lost me!

Ive been sitting here trying to find the words to say. thats always been my problem — not having the right words to say. I've built the walls around my heart and I've built them tall. But its not fair to you that I only give you half of my heart. If in time you believe you'll be able to love a fool like me, then know that these walls will fall at the mention of your name or the smell of your perfume. My dear, my love, my everything… Im yours.

but im still here and hoping that our relationship will gonna be okay after all i suffered… im just only want to love you what you are not what you have… im always have my LRT rules LRT means LOVE you, TRUST you, and RESPECT you…

im the one who always cry for you coz im the one who hurt most when you acuse me a thing that i never than to you… im just a person who being fair to you and true to you but your blind and numb because of your hatred… but i dont want to get tired to you coz i want you to see who iam for you… because im real to you… i dont want you to feel regret if we done and im gone in your life before you realize all of things that you done to me ws unfair… im so sorry if im still hoping that i can help you and in love with you… im so sorry..

I can’t stand not being with you or seeing you or not talking to you I would do anything to see your face.
ya i love u more than my own life, even more than what u may think….. why my eyes shed tears? and if i have done anything that have hurt u I WOULD LIKE tO SAY U SORRY DEAR… wish for ur happiness…..

Do you guys know what "boring" really means? well, you'll soon find out if you are in the same conditions like me. Nothing happens, nobody comes, nobody goes, it’s awful!!
Actually it's not really like that,of course there are so many peoples come and go, but when there's nothing you can do alone, at a cafe, music is only thing that could entertain you..better than not i guess.

I wish i could say,"Goodbye,i'm leaving because i'm bored." LOL
But it's already 6 p.m hellooooooo ... !!! and my driver can't pick me up at the time like this, because he must to help my dad working. He must to pick my dad home, and after that he will pick me up (T_T). Even if i go home, i'll feel bored thinking about coursework, revising for exams, or the pain of a hang-over from a night out..
After having a banana croissant and a glass of ice lemon tea, nowi ordered a plate of hot melted chocolate cake and a bottle of Equil mineral water..(damn) that's not cheap. LOL they don't have Aqua here.But well, it's cool. i've spent about Rp 80.000,00 here. Now i'm just thinking what am i suppose to do after i eat all of it. I've been thinking to see some stuff in Forever 21?? hmmmm... nice idea Teena.. HAHAHAHA (stress gurl laughing)

Actually this post is really unusefull. X-P
okay, i was trying to play "the house" game. www.sinthaistudio.com/thehouse and i always skipped the ghost. Never could see the ghost..everytime they went out to the screen, i'm eating or checking my cell phone. LOL lucky me. Because whatever it is, i'm still feels afraid to look at the screen. But i'm not a chicken, i mean i'm afraid for getting that kinda surprise. LoL
This is already the 10th bites of the cake..why do i feel like this small cake is soooo damn big??

What Do You Wanna Want to be In The Future ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tC9dc9fMzgI&feature=fvw

For some boys maybe this video is doesn't mean anything ..
So does with some of girls ..
Well, i will not explain anything about Twilight, New Moon, or everything, but i found this video, and it open my eyes, how wonderful this life is, specially if u meet with your true love.

I even won't to talk about love .. actually i hate love, i'm feelin lazy to fall in love with someone. :p
I'm here now alone, at OhLaLa Cafe Grand Indonesia, writing this blog, thinking to share this one.
I'm an urban girl who loves arts, hard working, open minded, socializing and kinda a very modern lifestyle i have..and it makes my life feels comfortable to live alone forever. to be single forever is cool for me. Live in an apartmen in a big city, work as a carreer woman with a good position and salary, have my own freedom of my life.
(I've been thinking to have that kinda life in a future)
But when i watched this video, it's very touchy. I haven't say that i want to have a family yet.But it open my eyes for sure. It's very possible for the sounds of it's video was working inside me..because i like instrument or classic loads.

Actually for me,love is something true,understanding,and patience.
It comes when you meet your best one!
someone that will one day be your soulmate,someone that you will share everything with.You'll go through trial and error to find something that'll last.
Not for a day,not for a month,not for a year,but for a lifetime.But even if
someone you're with promises you wealth and fancy things,that's not what it's all about.It is about romance.Being able to tell the one you love about your day.
And how much you care,especially about them.
It is something true.It only comes once,and when it does....you'll know.
You'll really know,because it will be the day that you meet the love of your life.

So, after you read this, and watch the video, think twice to live as a single forever.. :)
(i won't telling you what's on my mind)
---Lough Out Loud---